X'mas Eve

Today, i write my  saddest lines
My mind shivers in pain
Blood boils in  my veins ..
Red wine tastes like fire on my lips ..

I dread the silence of the night
Not even a twig has moved ..
The northern wind which
brings me your news
have swayed away to a distant ocean

I could hear a distinct laughter
Your big eyes swells up with love
Today , on this saddest day
Its placed in an alter of your lord

I a midget , a house fly
A dishonest rat , an ugliest pig
lay in the deepest drench
On a beautiful Xmas eve ...